Have you feel this??

Have you feel this?? When you love some one to much, n suddenly u feel that u doing something stupid to feel in love with him. Suddenly he yell at you, bad words that make u really hurt. Have u feel that when someone you love felt in love with u just when he feel happy, n it easy for him to say "i'm not lucky to have you" when he felt dissapointed to you. Is that call of love?? Is it true that he really love you ifhe doing that to you, otherwise u really love him nomatter the condition. Why his doing that if he really love you so much?? Is that called love?? Yess, i dont know now what love is... That i know, i really love him so much, i really dont want yo lose him.. Before he say that words.. I hope he understand ... N know what i feel..